Goodbye.

I wish you luck.
I harbor no ill will.

I have long since forgotten what it was like to be your friend.
I have long since forgotten what it was like to love you.

I no longer keep any reminder of what was, because what IS is what matters.

I am ready. I am open. Without you, I am free.

I suppose in a twisted way, I owe you thanks.
Thank you for behaving the way you did. I came out stronger and proved to myself yet again that not you, not anyone will break my faith or my belief that my spirit cannot be broken.

Thank you.

I am at peace. I am whole. I sincerely hope you will someday find the same.

I briefly want to say...

Wow, it's been a while. While writing is one of the things I love most, I find it also one of the more difficult things for me to do. I feel the constant need to write, but I cannot just write. It must have meaning. It must come from the depths of me. It must send a message. I haven't really had much of that in me as of late, and when it comes, I find myself overwhelmed and unable to focus on one topic at a time.

Much has changed over the past year. Much indeed. It's inevitable. We live, we grow, we evolve.
I'm still in the small country town I was in last year, far removed from the disappointment that my life in the city had left me with. I'm stronger here, at least for the time being, surrounded by people who love me. Family in every aspect.

I'm back to work. Loving my job. Proving to the world that I am indeed the best man for the job.
Challenging and rewarding.

I have everything I need.

Life is good.